Just now Nikki said "I can't imagine how to live alone in this period", actually I was left confused for awhile, and then it hit me how it could have been difficult and this might well have been my nightmare come true.
But then, uh, I forgot to be lonely!
Hahaha. How lovely it is to be in Christ and have the lovely company of the Holy Spirit.
I didn't "do" anything to avoid being lonely specifically. Actually I just set my heart to keep my eyes upon the lovely Jesus in this period and hmm, Joy just came.
Joy
Just
Came
I guess, this confirms the word in Zephenia 3:17 given by my friends in Cornerstone, and the word I privately received previously.
The Father laughs over his beloved child in joy!
Thank you Lord, there is nothing more I desire, amen.